No business without pain. Seneca, Epistles 5.42.5-7
Seneca advises Lucilius to avoid
thinking of any business as being profitable, or convenient. Mortal
creatures always conduct business at a loss, in terms of time, and so
we should not regard any business we engage as being entirely free, or pleasant.
Our engagement will impose limits, which are natural to our existence
as mortal creatures, and we want to notice these: pain shows us where they are.
Meministi, cum quendam
affirmares esse in tua potestate, dixisse me volaticum esse ac levem
et te non pedem eius tenere sed pinnam? Mentitus sum: pluma
tenebatur, quam remisit et fugit. Scis quos postea tibi exhibuerit
ludos, quam multa in caput suum casura temptaverit. Non videbat se
per aliorum pericula in suum ruere. Non cogitabat quam onerosa essent
quae petebat, etiam si supervacua non essent. Hoc itaque in his quae
affectamus, ad quae labore magno contendimus, inspicere debemus, aut
nihil in illis commodi esse aut plus incommodi: quaedam supervacua
sunt, quaedam tanti non sunt. Sed hoc non pervidemus et gratuita
nobis videntur quae carissime constant. Ex eo licet stupor noster
appareat, quod ea sola putamus emi pro quibus pecuniam solvimus, ea
gratuita vocamus pro quibus nos ipsos impendimus. Quae emere nollemus
si domus nobis nostra pro illis esset danda, si amoenum aliquod
fructuosumve praedium, ad ea paratissimi sumus pervenire cum
sollicitudine, cum periculo, cum iactura pudoris et libertatis et
temporis; adeo nihil est cuique se vilius.
Do you recall what happened
before, when you told me that a certain man was in your power? How I
said that he was fleet, a flyer sure to break free, and that you had
him not by the foot, but merely the tip of the wing? I lied: you had
him by the scruff—a handful of feathers, at least, which he shed as
he fled your grip. You know what games he gave you then, how oft he
tempted the ruin poised over his head. Hurtling through others' woes,
he didn't see how he rushed to his own doom. He never reflected on
how burdensome his requests for aid were, even though he had good
reason to make them. So in every serious endeavor, every project we
pursue with great labor, we must keep this one objective in mind: our
efforts must either be utterly inconvenient, or give us more
inconvenience than not. Some things are unnecessary; others, not so
much. We inevitably overlook this fact, and things that cost us most
dear appear free and easy. Hence our notorious stupidity, evident
in the fact that we only consider ourselves to have purchased things
for which we have paid money, calling stuff free when we buy it at
the expense of our own lives and selves. Things that we would never
be willing to acquire, if we had to give up a home or some pleasant
and fruitful estate for them, we are absolutely prepared to procure
at the loss of our manners, our freedom, and our time, with worry and
danger added to the bill as interest. Nothing is more worthless to
any one of us than his own self.