In the army. Seneca, Epistles 4.37.1-2
Seneca
tells Lucilius how to be a philosopher in the army.
Quod
maximum vinculum est ad bonam mentem, promisisti virum bonum,
sacramento rogatus es. Deridebit te, si quis tibi dixerit mollem esse
militiam et facilem. Nolo te decipi. Eadem honestissimi huius et
illius turpissimi auctoramenti verba sunt: uri, vinciri ferroque
necari. Ab illis qui manus harenae locant et edunt ac bibunt quae
per sanguinem reddant cavetur ut ista vel inviti patiantur: a te ut
volens libensque patiaris. Illis licet arma summittere, misericordiam
populi temptare: tu neque summittes nec vitam rogabis; recta tibi
invictoque moriendum est. Quid porro prodest paucos dies aut annos
lucrificare? sine missione nascimur.
You
promised the army a good man, and now the time is come to honor that
solemn oath, the strongest tie that binds us to a sound mind. If
anyone ever tells you that military service is soft and easy, he is
definitely mocking you. I don't want you to be deceived. Your real
wages are best summed in these words, brutally honest and awful:
being burned, bound, and put to the
sword. Those who enter the arena as gladiators, eating and
drinking what they earn with blood, must take care to avoid suffering
such trials unwillingly. See that you undergo them freely, by your
own choice. The gladiators are allowed to surrender arms, tempting
the mercy of the people. You will not surrender, nor beg anyone for
your life. You must die unconquered, like a proper soldier. What is
the point of gaining a few more days or years? We are not born to
reach retirement.