Remember your life. Marcus Aurelius 5.31
Marcus
conducts an inventory of his life. How does he relate to other
persons, human and divine? Each one he meets offers occasion for
action and expression: the trick is to speak and act well, adapting
the self to converse skillfully with the other. To do this well, you
need to remember who you are, what you have seen and done: having
your past in mind helps you improve your expression, as far as you
can, and rest content once you have deliberately given someone your
best effort.
Πῶς
προσενήνεξαι μέχρι νῦν θεοῖς, γονεῦσιν,
ἀδελφῷ, γυναικί, τέκνοις, διδασκάλοις,
τροφεῦσι, φίλοις, οἰκείοις, οἰκέταις;
εἰ πρὸς πάντας σοι μέχρι νῦν ἐστι τό·
μήτε τινὰ ῥέξαι ἐξαίσιον μήτε εἰπεῖν.
ἀναμιμνῄσκου δὲ καὶ δι’ οἵων διελήλυθας
καὶ οἷα ἤρκεσας ὑπομεῖναι καὶ ὅτι
πλήρης ἤδη σοι ἡ ἱστορία τοῦ βίου καὶ
τελεία ἡ λειτουργία καὶ πόσα ὦπται
καλὰ καὶ πόσων μὲν ἡδονῶν καὶ πόνων
ὑπερεῖδες, πόσα δὲ ἔνδοξα παρεῖδες,
εἰς ὅσους δὲ ἀγνώμονας εὐγνώμων
ἐγένου.
How
have you conducted yourself up to this moment with gods, with your
parents, with your brother, with your wife, with your children and
your teachers, your caretakers and your friends, your family and your
servants? Up to now your aspiration has been to avoid doing or saying
anything out of place before all these people. But you need to take
stock of things. Remember through what trials you have come, the
burdens you have managed to endure. See that the story of your life
is full, that your record of service is complete. Remember that you
have seen many beautiful things, seen through many pleasures and
toils, witnessed many notable moments on your way to someplace else,
and borne cheerfully the company of many fools.