Too much belief, and too little. Unamuno, Life 4.19

Unamuno sees Catholicism attempting to strike a balance between irrational longing for life (mystical union with deity) and rational limitation of our desire (sober calculation that indicates our mortality). On the one hand, too much belief yields wild and dangerous fantasies, as people pursue desires with abandon. On the other hand, too much reason destroys hope, giving people no fantasy, no illusions, no desire, and so in time no life except that of a trapped animal barely existing. Theology exists to express and defend the value of believing just enoughneither too much (as mystics & gnostics do), nor too little (as rationalists). In the final paragraph of this section, Unamuno suggests that what really matters is not what we profess or even think, but what we do. True Catholicism, he insinuates, might be better taken as ethics (rituals, behavior, actions, life) than as values (beliefs, confessions, dogma).


Y es que el catolicismo oscila entre la mística, que es experiencia íntima del Dios vivo en Cristo, experiencia intrasmisible, y cuyo peligro es, por otra parte, absorber en Dios la propia personalidad, lo cual no salva nuestro anhelo vital, y entre el racionalismo a que combate (Véase Weizsäcker, obra citada); oscila entre ciencia religionizada y religión cientificada. El entusiasmo apocalíptico fué cambiando poco a poco en misticismo neoplatónico, a que la teología hizo arredrar. Temíase los excesos de la fantasía, que suplantaba a la fe creando extravagancias gnósticas. Pero hubo que firmar un cierto pacto con el gnosticismo y con el racionalismo otro; ni la fantasía ni la razón se dejaban vencer del todo. Y así se hizo la dogmática católica un sistema de contradicciones, mejor o peor concordadas. La Trinidad fué un cierto pacto entre el monoteísmo y el politeísmo, y pactaron la humanidad y la divinidad en Cristo, la naturaleza y la gracia, ésta y el libre albedrío, éste con la presciencia divina, etc. Y es que acaso, como dice Hermann (loco citato), «en cuanto se desarrolla un pensamiento religioso en sus consecuencias lógicas, entra en conflicto con otros que pertenecen igualmente a la vida de la religión». Que es lo que le da al catolicismo su profunda dialéctica vital. Pero ¿a qué costa?

A costa, preciso es decirlo, de oprimir las necesidades mentales de los creyentes en uso de razón adulta. Exígeseles que crean o todo o nada, que acepten la entera totalidad de la dogmática, o que se pierda todo mérito si se rechaza la mínima parte de ella. Y así resulta lo que el gran predicador unitariano Channing decía, y es que tenemos en Francia y España multitudes que han pasado de rechazar el papismo al absoluto ateísmo, porque «el hecho es que las doctrinas falsas y absurdas, cuando son expuestas, tienen natural tendencia a engendrar escepticismo en los que sin reflexión las reciben, y no hay quienes estén más prontos a creer demasiado poco que aquellos que empezaron por creer demasiado (believing too much («Objections to unitarian Christianity considered», 1816, en The complete works of William Ellery Channing, D. D., London, 1884). Aquí está, en efecto, el terrible peligro, en creer demasiado. ¡Aunque no!, el terrible peligro está en otra parte, y es en querer creer con la razón y no con la vida.


Catholicism oscillates between mysticism, an intimate and intransmissible experience of the deity alive in Christ, and rationalism, the enemy of faith. Mysticism carries a danger potent enough to make the church fortify herself with poisonous reason: it threatens to absorb the individual into God, smothering our desire for life beyond any hope of personal salvation. So the church is always becoming either a science of worship, when she ascends to perilous mystic heights, or a worship of science, when she uses deadly reason to come down without losing her mind. The apocalyptic fervor of the early church ripened over time into Neoplatonic mysticism, which rationalizing theology checked and walked back, fearing the excessive flights of mystic fantasy that overran and outgrew her primitive faith, creating gnostic monstrosities. But she had to make her peace with gnosticism, and another peace with rationalism. Neither fantasy nor reason was allowed to conquer all her realm. And so Catholic dogma became a system of contradictions, more or less successfully reconciled. The Trinity was one of these: an agreement between monotheism and polytheism. Humanity and divinity were reconciled in the person of Christ. Nature and grace made up as well, the former bringing free will while the latter contributed divine foreknowledge. And so on, with results well summed in the saying of Hermann: "The more any particular religious thought is developed, in terms of its logical consequences, the more it enters into conflict with other thoughts which belong just as much to the life of the religion." This conflict is what gives Catholicism its deep and vital dialectic. But at what cost?

The cost, it must be said, was compromising the essential ability of believers to exercise mature powers of reason. They were required to choose between believing everything or nothingforced to accept the totality of church dogma or lose all merit by rejecting even the least part of it. The result is what the great Unitarian preacher Channing has observed, that France and Spain contain multitudes whose rejection of the pope has led them to total atheism, as "false and absurd doctrines, when they be exposed, carry the natural tendency to foster skepticism in those who receive them uncritically, and there are none more disposed to believe too little than they who begin by believing too much." Here is the great danger, indeed: believing too much. But no! The truly great danger lies elsewhere, in the desire to believe with our reason, and not with our lives.